random thoughts.

here's some...

1.i don't like nigella lawson's cooking.i hate the way she puts in too much sugar, too much oil and too much cream in everything she cooks.i hate the way she throws away pieces of bread to make a "round flatbread".i just hate people who cook like that.

2.i usually takes things slowly, too slow that people think i'm dumb and demotivated and sorrowful and all that.i'm not.i just don't like pushing things to happen.i'll work hard and if things don't turn good, i'll either work harder or forget about it and continue with my life.i won't "work hard to achieve what i can achieve tomorrow, today". i don't believe in the view which says that we have to rush in everything in order to be in front of the line.i just don't do that.if it happens, it happens.if it doesn't happen, it doesn't.why bother changing God's plan? i know there's a Quranic verse which says that God will not change who we are unless we ignite it.i change a lot over the years, but i don't rush to get to the destination so much that i forget the joy of the journey.so that's it.don't rush me into doing something i don't want to.i'll hate you for that.

3.i think siti nurhaliza/justin bieber/rihanna is overrated. there i said it.now you know.

4.i think people should just stop embellishing their hijabs with so many shiny sparkly thingy.i can understand the beads on the hem, but shiny fake diamonds on the tudung topi is just eww.if you wear tudung to hide your aurat but then you decorate it with so many things that in the end will turn people's attention to you, it's just ironic, isn't it?

5.i hate it when people lie to my face.

6.i finally understand office politic.hold the door knob, smile, open the door, fake a smile, ask mundane questions, pretend the joke is funny, check the pigeon hole for memos (that could have been sent through email and thus, save some trees in the rain forest!) and leave.repeat again next day.

7.i like old english movies.no matter what people say, i still adore "the atonement".

8.i'd rather wait for the right man (one who doesn't lie about his ibadah to my face) or spend the rest of my life alone rather then meet a guy and marry him in an instant and be wronged just for the title "Mrs". No thanks.

9.my weight is my personal matter and you have no fucking right to say any fucking thing that you have in your fucking screwed up brain.

10.you have no right to discuss about this post in the office pantry while having your lunch.