just now...

...i was watching "sex and the city: the movie" for the umpteenth time, suddenly these dialogues caught my eyes.(actually they always do, it's just that this time i decided to write something about it.)

Carrie:"its just two grown-ups making the decision to live together"

Samantha:"men are like botox.painful and unnecessary"

now, i'd rather be Samantha, because she is the one who has it all and still enjoy her relationship. however, i did an SATC quiz to determine which girl am I and get this: I am Charlotte!!

now i'm confused.i want a life filled with excitement with my loved one, and Charlotte definitely doesn't cut it.

oh whatever.it's not like those four characters represent ALL women in the world.there are many more, if not millions of characters that haven't been explored yet, with much more substance beyond all those designer labels (i'd like to think i'm one of those characters.)

hm..after much consideration, i'll summarize what i want (based on the SATC characters) out of a relationship.

Carrie: for Big to admire Carrie because she loves books and that scene where she smells the book from library is awesome.wonder if there really are guys out there who appreciate woman with brain for once? (i know i know! very 90-ish issue.but this still counts in the present world and don't you dare denying it!!!)

Samantha: for being able to take chances to get what she wants in her life.i mean, Jerrod is hot and all, but Sam can't really give up what she wants: great bed partner (i can't type sex here, a family member might read this!).

Charlotte: for her everyday run! i'd love to do that.now i can only do 3 runs a week at most, but that's such an improvement. now i can really feel what it's like to run, to feel the wind, to have that sore muscle after the run, and to have really, really long legs (i give myself two years.another 18 months left).

Miranda: to have a baby.who wouldn't want that? i guess this is my maternity side talking. i'd like to have a baby.just once.for what? oh, i'd love to see my MINI ME!

hm...when would it happen? that moment when i decide that i don't want to wake up to an empty bed anymore, when i feel like cooking for one is not enough and cooking for two would make food tastier, one moment when i would look up to the sky and say "see? I'm not a lesbian!!!"