Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Moving a pain-in-the-ass kind of mountain



Its like whatever I do
Just can't get through to you
I'm never gonna tell you nothing wrong
Listen


Now, now she love me, shorty, I loved her
Used to jump up in the Maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found

I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out
I used to be worth my weight in gold


That was before the great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave but you lied to me when you said that
Baby, no worries, I promise to get us back


I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains
Its like moving mountains, hey


But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
Then the sky turns gray
And the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains
It's like moving mountains


Why you just leave me, just leave me be
Just leave me, just leave me be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be


She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her
We ain't really ever say a word
I really wanna give her everything she deserves
But the bad took away the girl

She thinks that I'm full of it, arguments
Always pissed, man I'm tired
Every kiss that I miss
Girl you know I'm trying


You never believe when I say
And I never believe it when you say
I love you, and I shouldn't complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it

Cause we will never be the same
I've been standing in gas
And you have been the flame


So I know sorry, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Gotta move this mountain
It's like moving mountains

But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
Then the sky turns gray
And the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains
It's like moving mountains


Well baby why you just leave me, just leave me be
Just leave me, just leave me be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be


This must be a slow death that I'm traveling on
It feels so wrong, I'm barely holding on
See no matter what it takes, I've gotta get it together baby yeah

And these hills that I'm traveling up
He ain't showing me love, I'm down on my luck
Ooh, I'm done, oh


I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying, Im trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains
It's like moving mountains


But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
Then the sky turns gray
And the water from the rain washes progress away
Its like moving a mountain
I'm trying to move this mountain


Well baby why you just leave me, just leave me be
Just leave me, just leave me be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be
Why you just leave me, just leave me be, oh
Baby baby


Forgetting you is like moving a mountain indeed

However, no matter how hard it is, 
No matter how impossible it is to do so,
I will win.
Someday.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Jumping from one boat to another

My current going-ons in life is much like jumping from one sailing boat to another.

One major boat has decided to let me go swimming on my own in the vast ocean of making a living, and that has left me climbing to any boats that cross my path.

Sometimes, the boat that I climbed onto is unstable, so I have to wait for another suitable boat.

I left one of those "unsuitable" boats yesterday. Told the boss captain I could not possibly work sail with him any more, since his boat rocked so hard it gave me unnecessary stress.

But, of course before I jumped out of the old boat, I make sure I have a new boat to sail in.

This new boat is much closer to that big giant original boat I was in, but I feel quite nervous.
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Ah, talking about making  a living in the most metaphorical way is tiring! Bye!