Sunday, July 29, 2007

Panadols, Panadols, Panadols

I hate flu.They hang around my nose like some sort of Niagara Falls stucked on it.These few days, I had to bear with flu since I, unfortunately do not have time to go to the clinic.I don't know why, the thought of going to the clinic makes me feel sicker than I really am.Plus, the pakcik who waits at the medicine counter would give me that mocking look everytime I went to claim my MC. I'm really sick la pakcik!Why do you think I dragged myself to the clinic which is unstrategically situated at the end of the world???(So far away from the bus stop, which is Pintu Timur.The clinic is at Pintu Selatan).

Panadols replaced the medicines that I should take to reduce my sickness.I've swallowed 8 of those white tablets in these two days, and guess what?I didn't go away at all.In fact right now I felt like I want to stuff my nose with lots of tissues so that I won't have to panic everytime I feel that "Ha...Ha...Hacchooommmmm".There goes the Niagara Falls.

Blink blink.Hate you F.L.U.
Go away so that I can do my work and get some things done.
Really really hate you.

"Hate is a strong word but I really really really don't like you" - Plain White Ts

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Alimmah's Birthday - Kids Say the Darndest Things...

28th July is my second brother's daughter's birthday, and she turns 5 years old that day. And so her nice aunt called her to wish happy birthday.This is the record of the conversation:

Toot toot...
SIL:Sister-in-law
AM:Alimmah Majdina
NA:Nice Aunt (me :P~)


SIL: Hello?
NA: Hello Kak Beth, Alimmah mane?
SIL: Ade ni ha, (shouting) Alimmah! Mak Teh nak cakap Happy Birthday ni..!

Wait...wait...wait...
After one minute...


SIL: Die taknak cakap la Zura, abah die kasik basikal baru.Taknak turun langsung.
NA: Alahai...panggil la kejap?
SIL: Alimmah mari sini la...

Screech..screech..another 30 seconds...

AM: Taknak!Taknak! (shouting at the back)
NA: Letak je hp tu kat telinga dia.
SIL: Ok ok
NA: Alimmah, Mak Teh ni
AM: Hihihi...
(Screech screech...the sound of her grabbing at her hear to avoid her mother from forcing her to hear me)
NA: Alimmah, Happy Birthday...abah kasik ape?
AM: Basikal
(giggle giggle)
NA: Ohh...cantik tak basikal?
AM: Cantikla... (giggle giggle)
NA: Alimmah nak hadiah ape?
AM: Nak selipar!!!
NA: Ha? Selipar?
(There goes my RM20)
AM: Ye la Mak Teh..aperdaaaa.. (???)
NA: Ha...yela...nanti Mak Teh pegi umah Alimmah Mak Teh beli.
AM: (Giggle giggle)
NA: Alimmah, kasi telefon kat ibu
AM: (Giggle giggle)
NA: Alimmah!
AM: Hihihihi (More giggle)
Thump!
SIL: Ko dengar tak anak sedare ko lepas telefon aku macam tu je
NA: Dengar...okeyla..kirim salam kat Abang Mi.Assalamualaikum.

Seriously, since when does wishing happy birthday became so difficult?
Anyways, Happy 5th Birthday, Alimmah Majdina.


Hugs and Kisses,
Nice Aunt.
:P~~~~

Sunday, July 22, 2007

The Monday Morning Blues..

Yep..I know its way too early to be called Monday Morning, but hell yeah...its already 12.00am so I have another 8 hours to go before my first lecture this week.Not exactly lecture, since the lecturer just basically talk and talk and talk and talk...damn it!

Tomorrow's earliest lecture is my minor theatre lecture. Means, no boring books, no writing no nuthing. Just basically sittin' there and wait for the three hours to pass by. Yup! I'm not kidding! Damn 3 long hours.Since this is my final minor year (6th semester is considered minor program's last semester), we are supposed to handle theatre production. The script is already chosen (of which i will never have a part in it because of my size - I curse you all damn tiny waisters!!). And talking about the script, its "Uda dan Dara", a typical malay theatre. We plan to do musical this time, so its gonna be a lot of hard work.

Talking about theatre, I think I have been passionately adoring it ever since I was involved with dramas in my college years in KUSZA. Back then, it wasn't theatre at all, cuz we're more into language and literature. I remember reading a lot of literature stuffs in the small room or "mini library" behind the main office of Language Centre. (I wonder why they can't have it here in UPC). There were no librarian, so it was more like, if you're honest, you'll return the book thingy. But of course, the ever-so-honest Azureus here always, i mean ALWAYS return the books at the end of the semester.haha...

Anyways, last week I went to the Perak Theatre Festival, in which we represent one of the two groups from UPC. Didn't get through even the 3rd place, but it's a good experience, since it was my first time to compete in state level(I was only the backing vocal for the main actress, anyways, nuthing much). What I didn't understand is that the judges didn't vote based on the technical aspects of theatre presentation. I mean, the group that won the title was hopeless in blocking (a technical term in which it refers to the state of the actors which cannot block each other from being visible to the audience, and in turn, making it seems lifeless or as u say it in Malay, "kaku"). The judges, it seems, did not have a favour in the genre purbawara, a classical malay theatre (ala2 Jebat, Hang Tuah and the likes). Ironic, isn't it? Since all the judges are Malays...

Now I'm not provoking Malay theatre activists, it's just that, judging from my experience, I think what my group did was fantastic.Not many theatre activists dare to direct or write something on purbawara, which wasn't favoured by many people because they thought it was all boring and old. Wrong!!! I used to underestimate this kind of theatre, thinking that it's a waste of time with all those pantun and old language and names (females usually get flower names such as kenanga, melati, and etc).But after I join the production, my perception changed. I think if it's done carefully, it can be a way of transferring information on our country's history, especially the pre-war history.

I remember one article written by Johan Jaaffar in NST, who said:
"Perhaps Sandiwara (purbawara) did not enjoy the glamour of Bangsawan, the popularity of the "realist" playwrights, or the attention of the experimental dramatists of the 1970s. But the Sandiwara marked the emergence of the "thinking class" in Malay drama productions".

If it marked the emergence of the "thinking class" of the Malays, shouldn't we just give it more focus? Its not lame at all, if we all could only spend more time analyzing what the story is all about. I'm not in the position to criticize other genre of theatre. In fact, I love them all (especially musical). But sometimes people tend to forget their ancestors, which is sad, and they tend to degrade or even underestimate the earlier genres.

Look at me, I started with my "monday morning blues" and I'm already halfway to be bashed by realism and surrealism activists...I'm not complaining because we didn't win, I'm just basically pouring out what I felt, from what I saw, and what I experienced. I'm never into Malay theatre before, but now you can count me in. And looking at the background (mind you, I'm majoring in English), I think I can put aside my Londonish taste in theatre and join the boat marked "Purbawara", which had been waiting for more passengers.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Of life and death

These few recent years have seen me battling with life and death. When I was in my first year in university, my grandfather passed away.It's so depriving because in my whole life, I have known him as my grandad and also my father as well.Then in the middle of the third semester, my father passed away. It wasn't as painful as the loss of my grandad ( I call him "bak" or in english, "buck").

Bak had been living with me and my mum for as long as I can remember. He was a typical Malay old man, with his kopiah and batek shirt, and also kain pelikat.I was very fond of him when I was a little girl, since I'm the youngest daughter of his youngest daughter.

I remember him paying my pre-university fees.I remember him giving me money all the time since my mum couldnt really afford my study.I miss him a lot, now that he's gone.Because he's the only man that I know in my family.Its bad enough that he went so early and I didnt even get the chance to repay him.

I wish he was here to see me in my convocation robe.
I wish he was here so i can tell him how much i love him.

Monday, July 2, 2007

A new blog, a new beginning!

Its been a long time since I wanted a blog in blogspot, so here i am!
Enjoy reading (or not!).