These few recent years have seen me battling with life and death. When I was in my first year in university, my grandfather passed away.It's so depriving because in my whole life, I have known him as my grandad and also my father as well.Then in the middle of the third semester, my father passed away. It wasn't as painful as the loss of my grandad ( I call him "bak" or in english, "buck").
Bak had been living with me and my mum for as long as I can remember. He was a typical Malay old man, with his kopiah and batek shirt, and also kain pelikat.I was very fond of him when I was a little girl, since I'm the youngest daughter of his youngest daughter.
I remember him paying my pre-university fees.I remember him giving me money all the time since my mum couldnt really afford my study.I miss him a lot, now that he's gone.Because he's the only man that I know in my family.Its bad enough that he went so early and I didnt even get the chance to repay him.
I wish he was here to see me in my convocation robe.
I wish he was here so i can tell him how much i love him.
3 comments:
ouch..it hurts wen u miss sumone but u know u can't meet or touch em anymore,no matter how hard u want em to be by ur side..this post somehow reminds me of people that i love dearly..arwah wan,tok, che kah and k.lyn..may they all rest in peace,amin..eventhough they are not here wif me,their memories is always and forever lived in my heart and thoughts.. =)
thanx for reading...
and yes i miss them dearly..
::my uncle - Ayah Teh
::my grand uncle - Pak Ghani
::my aunt - Mok Ting
::my brother in law - abang Long
May all of them rest in peace..
OMG..this one touches me badly.urgh..ppl say,time heals but to me it would never heal when your loved ones gone.forever.i lost my sole bro 12 years ago,but i still miss him dearly.whattodo.God loves him more than we do rite.alfatihah to all of them..
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