i don't know why tapi minggu ni macam2 benda jadi. kematian kat kampung 3 orang, 3 hari berderet.salah seorangnye ibu kepada kawan zaman skolah dulu, Nur Fadhilah.
pastu dengar plak pasal ribut di jasin.bile tengok video..subhanallah..tak sampai satu minit pun kejadian tu.
semalam plak nur accident.bukan sikit.sampai mild concussion, lebam2, bengkak2 bibir berdarah.mane taknye, kete kelisa dia tunggang terbalik, langgar tiang TNB sampai patah 3.
nasib baik tak teruk sangat.hm...bila kejadian ni berlaku pada orang2 baik di sekeliling aku, aku pun tertanya-tanya, ape agaknye akan jadi pada aku? sebab aku rasa aku ni bukan baik sangat la.
hm..get well soon, nur.insya Allah adela hikmat kat mane-mane tu.taoi hikmat yang paling jelas adalah you are alive to tell it all...right?
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
aku kayo
aku penah tulis pasal topik ni dua tahun yang lepas.masa tu aku praktikal kat SMKTBR (lokasi rahsia, sila teka). adatlah dalam sekolah ada macam-macam jenis orang. ada yang baik, tak baik, tak baik sangat, baik giler, dan yang "ber"baik. kenapa "ber" baik? sila teruskan baca kat bawah ni.
aku kata "ber"baik sebab mereka ni bukan nak baik sangat dengan kita, tapi ada sebab tersembunyi.ala2 kacang walnut bawah walnut brownies secret recipe. kalau ko tak makan brownies tu ko tak tau ade walnut kan? tapi kek yg atas tu banyak kalori.walaupun walnut tu sedap, tapi ko terpaksa makan semua kek baru bleh rasa walnut tuh.kenapa aku citer pasal brownies plak ni???
anyways, my point is, orang-orang yang berbaik sebab nak kita buat sesuatu untuk diorang ni, baik takyah layan.aku penah berbaik dengan sorang kakak ni, buat business yang agak glemer skarang. aku tak kisah kalo die nak berbisnes, tapi kenapa nak pancing kita dengan belanja makan segala?
memang akak ni baik, tapi bila sampai towards the end of my practicum, aku slalu wonder samada aku kena ikut dia ke tak.sebab aku dah nampak tanda-tanda nak ajak aku masuk berbisnes skali dengan dia.aku kalo bab bisnes ni memang cap ayam la.tak minat langsung.maksud aku, bisnes yang kena pegi rumah orang or jumpa orang sebab nak kempen masuk - pakai sendiri dulu - then jual - dapat duit - boleh berenti keja and bersara awal.
seriously, kenapa nak bersara awal? kat mane kepuasan kalau berenti keje awal? pastu nak buat ape? kalau boleh, aku nak mengajar sampai umur 65. itu yang keje tetap la.after 65 still boleh keje lagi kan? bukan nak cari duit, tapi sebab kepuasan.
aku suka guna perkataan "substance" bila dealing with things.ape-ape aku buat, mesti ade substance (bukan dadah cik yah oiiii) tapi "intipati" or "isi".senang citer, ade SOMETHING.let's say ko keje dapat 4 juta sebulan tapi ko pegi beli barang mahal2 tayang kat blog ko, mane substance nya?
sorry la kalau ade menyinggung perasaan sape2.tapi aku betul2 takleh terima pandangan orang yang berbisnes and suruh aku berenti keje kerajaan sebab duit.takpelah gaji aku nak naik 3 ribu lebih pun kena pegi blaja 2 tahun lagi, aku terima je.takpelah tak cukup duit nak beli beg chanel/coach/hermes pun.semua2 beg mahal ribu riban tu menyumbang pada siapa?
LU FIKIRLAH SENDIRIKKKKKK!!!
aku kata "ber"baik sebab mereka ni bukan nak baik sangat dengan kita, tapi ada sebab tersembunyi.ala2 kacang walnut bawah walnut brownies secret recipe. kalau ko tak makan brownies tu ko tak tau ade walnut kan? tapi kek yg atas tu banyak kalori.walaupun walnut tu sedap, tapi ko terpaksa makan semua kek baru bleh rasa walnut tuh.kenapa aku citer pasal brownies plak ni???
anyways, my point is, orang-orang yang berbaik sebab nak kita buat sesuatu untuk diorang ni, baik takyah layan.aku penah berbaik dengan sorang kakak ni, buat business yang agak glemer skarang. aku tak kisah kalo die nak berbisnes, tapi kenapa nak pancing kita dengan belanja makan segala?
memang akak ni baik, tapi bila sampai towards the end of my practicum, aku slalu wonder samada aku kena ikut dia ke tak.sebab aku dah nampak tanda-tanda nak ajak aku masuk berbisnes skali dengan dia.aku kalo bab bisnes ni memang cap ayam la.tak minat langsung.maksud aku, bisnes yang kena pegi rumah orang or jumpa orang sebab nak kempen masuk - pakai sendiri dulu - then jual - dapat duit - boleh berenti keja and bersara awal.
seriously, kenapa nak bersara awal? kat mane kepuasan kalau berenti keje awal? pastu nak buat ape? kalau boleh, aku nak mengajar sampai umur 65. itu yang keje tetap la.after 65 still boleh keje lagi kan? bukan nak cari duit, tapi sebab kepuasan.
aku suka guna perkataan "substance" bila dealing with things.ape-ape aku buat, mesti ade substance (bukan dadah cik yah oiiii) tapi "intipati" or "isi".senang citer, ade SOMETHING.let's say ko keje dapat 4 juta sebulan tapi ko pegi beli barang mahal2 tayang kat blog ko, mane substance nya?
sorry la kalau ade menyinggung perasaan sape2.tapi aku betul2 takleh terima pandangan orang yang berbisnes and suruh aku berenti keje kerajaan sebab duit.takpelah gaji aku nak naik 3 ribu lebih pun kena pegi blaja 2 tahun lagi, aku terima je.takpelah tak cukup duit nak beli beg chanel/coach/hermes pun.semua2 beg mahal ribu riban tu menyumbang pada siapa?
LU FIKIRLAH SENDIRIKKKKKK!!!
Friday, August 6, 2010
random thoughts.
here's some...
1.i don't like nigella lawson's cooking.i hate the way she puts in too much sugar, too much oil and too much cream in everything she cooks.i hate the way she throws away pieces of bread to make a "round flatbread".i just hate people who cook like that.
2.i usually takes things slowly, too slow that people think i'm dumb and demotivated and sorrowful and all that.i'm not.i just don't like pushing things to happen.i'll work hard and if things don't turn good, i'll either work harder or forget about it and continue with my life.i won't "work hard to achieve what i can achieve tomorrow, today". i don't believe in the view which says that we have to rush in everything in order to be in front of the line.i just don't do that.if it happens, it happens.if it doesn't happen, it doesn't.why bother changing God's plan? i know there's a Quranic verse which says that God will not change who we are unless we ignite it.i change a lot over the years, but i don't rush to get to the destination so much that i forget the joy of the journey.so that's it.don't rush me into doing something i don't want to.i'll hate you for that.
3.i think siti nurhaliza/justin bieber/rihanna is overrated. there i said it.now you know.
4.i think people should just stop embellishing their hijabs with so many shiny sparkly thingy.i can understand the beads on the hem, but shiny fake diamonds on the tudung topi is just eww.if you wear tudung to hide your aurat but then you decorate it with so many things that in the end will turn people's attention to you, it's just ironic, isn't it?
5.i hate it when people lie to my face.
6.i finally understand office politic.hold the door knob, smile, open the door, fake a smile, ask mundane questions, pretend the joke is funny, check the pigeon hole for memos (that could have been sent through email and thus, save some trees in the rain forest!) and leave.repeat again next day.
7.i like old english movies.no matter what people say, i still adore "the atonement".
8.i'd rather wait for the right man (one who doesn't lie about his ibadah to my face) or spend the rest of my life alone rather then meet a guy and marry him in an instant and be wronged just for the title "Mrs". No thanks.
9.my weight is my personal matter and you have no fucking right to say any fucking thing that you have in your fucking screwed up brain.
10.you have no right to discuss about this post in the office pantry while having your lunch.
1.i don't like nigella lawson's cooking.i hate the way she puts in too much sugar, too much oil and too much cream in everything she cooks.i hate the way she throws away pieces of bread to make a "round flatbread".i just hate people who cook like that.
2.i usually takes things slowly, too slow that people think i'm dumb and demotivated and sorrowful and all that.i'm not.i just don't like pushing things to happen.i'll work hard and if things don't turn good, i'll either work harder or forget about it and continue with my life.i won't "work hard to achieve what i can achieve tomorrow, today". i don't believe in the view which says that we have to rush in everything in order to be in front of the line.i just don't do that.if it happens, it happens.if it doesn't happen, it doesn't.why bother changing God's plan? i know there's a Quranic verse which says that God will not change who we are unless we ignite it.i change a lot over the years, but i don't rush to get to the destination so much that i forget the joy of the journey.so that's it.don't rush me into doing something i don't want to.i'll hate you for that.
3.i think siti nurhaliza/justin bieber/rihanna is overrated. there i said it.now you know.
4.i think people should just stop embellishing their hijabs with so many shiny sparkly thingy.i can understand the beads on the hem, but shiny fake diamonds on the tudung topi is just eww.if you wear tudung to hide your aurat but then you decorate it with so many things that in the end will turn people's attention to you, it's just ironic, isn't it?
5.i hate it when people lie to my face.
6.i finally understand office politic.hold the door knob, smile, open the door, fake a smile, ask mundane questions, pretend the joke is funny, check the pigeon hole for memos (that could have been sent through email and thus, save some trees in the rain forest!) and leave.repeat again next day.
7.i like old english movies.no matter what people say, i still adore "the atonement".
8.i'd rather wait for the right man (one who doesn't lie about his ibadah to my face) or spend the rest of my life alone rather then meet a guy and marry him in an instant and be wronged just for the title "Mrs". No thanks.
9.my weight is my personal matter and you have no fucking right to say any fucking thing that you have in your fucking screwed up brain.
10.you have no right to discuss about this post in the office pantry while having your lunch.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
just now...
...i was watching "sex and the city: the movie" for the umpteenth time, suddenly these dialogues caught my eyes.(actually they always do, it's just that this time i decided to write something about it.)
Carrie:"its just two grown-ups making the decision to live together"
Samantha:"men are like botox.painful and unnecessary"
now, i'd rather be Samantha, because she is the one who has it all and still enjoy her relationship. however, i did an SATC quiz to determine which girl am I and get this: I am Charlotte!!
now i'm confused.i want a life filled with excitement with my loved one, and Charlotte definitely doesn't cut it.
oh whatever.it's not like those four characters represent ALL women in the world.there are many more, if not millions of characters that haven't been explored yet, with much more substance beyond all those designer labels (i'd like to think i'm one of those characters.)
hm..after much consideration, i'll summarize what i want (based on the SATC characters) out of a relationship.
Carrie: for Big to admire Carrie because she loves books and that scene where she smells the book from library is awesome.wonder if there really are guys out there who appreciate woman with brain for once? (i know i know! very 90-ish issue.but this still counts in the present world and don't you dare denying it!!!)
Samantha: for being able to take chances to get what she wants in her life.i mean, Jerrod is hot and all, but Sam can't really give up what she wants: great bed partner (i can't type sex here, a family member might read this!).
Charlotte: for her everyday run! i'd love to do that.now i can only do 3 runs a week at most, but that's such an improvement. now i can really feel what it's like to run, to feel the wind, to have that sore muscle after the run, and to have really, really long legs (i give myself two years.another 18 months left).
Miranda: to have a baby.who wouldn't want that? i guess this is my maternity side talking. i'd like to have a baby.just once.for what? oh, i'd love to see my MINI ME!
hm...when would it happen? that moment when i decide that i don't want to wake up to an empty bed anymore, when i feel like cooking for one is not enough and cooking for two would make food tastier, one moment when i would look up to the sky and say "see? I'm not a lesbian!!!"
Carrie:"its just two grown-ups making the decision to live together"
Samantha:"men are like botox.painful and unnecessary"
now, i'd rather be Samantha, because she is the one who has it all and still enjoy her relationship. however, i did an SATC quiz to determine which girl am I and get this: I am Charlotte!!
now i'm confused.i want a life filled with excitement with my loved one, and Charlotte definitely doesn't cut it.
oh whatever.it's not like those four characters represent ALL women in the world.there are many more, if not millions of characters that haven't been explored yet, with much more substance beyond all those designer labels (i'd like to think i'm one of those characters.)
hm..after much consideration, i'll summarize what i want (based on the SATC characters) out of a relationship.
Carrie: for Big to admire Carrie because she loves books and that scene where she smells the book from library is awesome.wonder if there really are guys out there who appreciate woman with brain for once? (i know i know! very 90-ish issue.but this still counts in the present world and don't you dare denying it!!!)
Samantha: for being able to take chances to get what she wants in her life.i mean, Jerrod is hot and all, but Sam can't really give up what she wants: great bed partner (i can't type sex here, a family member might read this!).
Charlotte: for her everyday run! i'd love to do that.now i can only do 3 runs a week at most, but that's such an improvement. now i can really feel what it's like to run, to feel the wind, to have that sore muscle after the run, and to have really, really long legs (i give myself two years.another 18 months left).
Miranda: to have a baby.who wouldn't want that? i guess this is my maternity side talking. i'd like to have a baby.just once.for what? oh, i'd love to see my MINI ME!
hm...when would it happen? that moment when i decide that i don't want to wake up to an empty bed anymore, when i feel like cooking for one is not enough and cooking for two would make food tastier, one moment when i would look up to the sky and say "see? I'm not a lesbian!!!"
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