Eid Mubarak

Salam Aidilfitri saya tujukan kepada semua yang membaca.

Maaf dipinta andai terkasar bahasa

Terlempang terkutuk termengata

Maaf juga kiranya saya ada ter"emo", ter"menyinga" atau ter"ape-ape je la"

Semoga Aildilfitri ini membawa seribu rahmat kepada kita semua.Amin

(tengah) hari yang indah.

oh..hari yang indah bermula dengan seorang office boy mengetuk pintu officeku pada pukul 12 tengah hari dengan beberapa keping surat.

"tolong bagi surat ni kat kawan awak tu" (die ni mmg tak brape berkenan sangat ngn member aku yg sorang tu tapi aku pedulik hape!! yang penting surat itu!!

then member aku, nor, ambik surat tu dengan sangat perlahan.

"bukak, nor! entah2 cheque!!"

dan kami buka...

dan kami ratah cheque itu (dengan mata la.gile ape nak masukkan sesuatu ke dalam rongga bulan2 puasa ni)

dan kami bergegas ke bank islam cawangan jalan sultan ismail, kuala terengganu dengan niat menunaikan cheque it.

ya..kata2 brader kat kaunter depan cimb sebulan yang lalu masih terngiang2 lagi

"kalau cek cawangan ni jer boleh cash in slallu!"

oh donia!!

dan kami tersengih2 sepanjang perjalanan sambil memikirkan apa alasan nak bagi kat student cuz lambat masuk kelas.

i'm a few thousands richer.

can't wait for the 10th of september.

lagi few thousands richer.

how's that for cikgu?

Missiez's BFF returns home!

"Hye Zura...slamat b'pose.sori kaca (kacau) mung tgh bz ni. rindu kat mu, aku trus msg ni.hehe.aku tgh packing brg2 ni.tgh kemas2 jupe plok koleksi surat2 yg mu antar kat aku dlu2.touching sey.huhu.27hb aku lek kg.hope 2 c u soon.slamat b'kerja ye.taun ni leh raye nge mu.yeay!"

I received this message on the 25th August 2009. I was shocked at first but later I learnt that my best friend, Anieza is returning home this Ramadhan and she is returning home for good.

It has been, like, what, 1 or 2 years since we met face to face? I mean, she works in Damansara before this and things has always been like this for us: either she returned home and I was in Tanjung Malim or I was home and she couldn't get a day off.

Anie has been my best friend since we were in form four. At first we were just schoolmates, and then in form two we were in the same class and I kinda forgot about her till I was sent to (read: Sent to. Cuz I initially asked for another class with different papers) form 4 as-saff. From there she turned into my best friend a.k.a spy a.k.a counselor a.k.a so many more roles.

So here we are in the present days and with that message she is like telling me the best news I have received from the past few months! I.am.excited.

So last sunday she called me and said maybe we should go out and I said yeah why not and on sunday noon she msg me saying she's already near the faculty. Off we go in her white Viva to my home so I could change my clothes and later we're all giggling like the old days.

I'm really glad she's here. I mean, Cheryl is somewhere in Ipoh and I miss having a bestie to do crazy things together! The crazy part is mine, thank you.

So we had a a lil buka puasa party with nasi kerabu takdak kuah, sate tak sedap, honey dew juice manis giler nak bagi org kencing manis, popiah ( i didn't get to taste it so no comment!) and some bubur cha cha. Oh, by the way, we had the buka puasa feast kat tepi pantai teluk ketapang. not a recommended place for singles. Damn bloody couples ramai sgt kat situ so you might get infected with the sakit-mata-tengok-org-lain-couple disease.

What can I say? After not meeting her for such a long time, it's such a relieve. To me, nobody understands me like she does. So yeah, there IS actually someone who understands me.ha.

Looking forward for more konvo raya! I hope this year I'll get to visit more friends compared to previous years.

New Life, New Perks, New Problem

dear myself,

what do you expect, zura? new life means no challenges? no problems? of course there are. problems are opportunities, sweetheart. they open up new excitement. they make you more aware of how you live your life so you'll be better each day. problems are gold mine! you just have to face everything head on, not run away like you used to do. never run away from problem. they'll catch you up someday and boy, that day won't be your best day.trust me.

so now you're being chased by your past nightmares. what are we going to do? keep running? one day you'll be xhausted running.STOP.RUNNING.NOW. start taking a close look at your life. you decide your OWN life, not the other way. nobody can change your future lest you take it in your hand and mould it with your own desire and need.

its is OK if someone receive something better than you.it is also OK when that happens even though you know you deserve better.wait, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE because only GOD knows whats the best for you. so stop thinking of the "what ifs" and "what's not fair" and all.nothing in this world is given to those who don't deserve it...because the final judgment is not in this world.

therefore, from now on, start thinking what HE gave YOU and not what HE gave other people.and think of what YOU CAN GIVE TO OTHERS.because when you receive rezeki from Allah, it is meant to not only you.you are bestowed with knowledge so do your best in spreading it.

if you don't do your best, nothing will work.REMEMBER that.

love,

myself.

what? you guys never do this to yourself?hypocrites la you all.heh.

of men.

hye.

long time no see.

today i have a poem which migh possibly turn me into an 80-year old virgin.

here it is!

men oh men

why do you act like an ogre

when you have a wife with hourglass figure

even though your face is like a rotten burger

and when you speak i feel like i want to vomit eggar

men oh men

does it entertain you so much

to see a young girl shiver in rush

every words you say tend to crush

and then you blame us for being harsh

and in the toilet you should really be flushed!

men oh men

out of this place i hope you fell

for all the sins you've committed well

for the only place for you is in cell

or better yet than that is hell

Happy Times

Last Saturday I had a BBQ party with my students from CS (Comp. Sci.). I had a good time being with the students, reminiscing my own past times as a student back in college. I miss my life in college, really.

I told my students to come to my office to have the BBQ instead of a park in their resident college. I didn't expect the little corner that we have in front of the office would be such a perfect place! It was cloudy but not stuffy, and I have to say, this is the first time for me to have such a good time with students (apart form the Drama Nite) since I became a lecturer.

The KEMBARA boys (Salam, Arief, Nasir, Syafiq and Syed) started the fire for BBQ loooong after we arrived. hahaha...sorry guys, but it's a fact! But we had my mother's Bihun Goreng first while waiting for the Chicken Wing. It was fabulous!

To all my students in CSD2KC:

MekLa
Azie
Pah
Salam
Najmi
Ada Kecik
Ada Tinggi
Echah
Arief
Syafiq
Farhana
Syed
Nasir
Yura
Izza
Achik
Nazrul
Che

I love you all...Good Luck!!!

Ain't over till the fat lady sings

Crrrrazzzyyyyy week!!!

SundaY
Preparing like crazy for the interview.
I attend this interview to get a raise of about RM700 from what I previously earn.
Go do practice with the person who are going to observe me doing mock teaching interview the next day.
Crazy or what?

MondaY
Wake up really early.
My name was third in the list,but when I arrived, not a single soul was there.
So much for starting at 8!!!
Waiting...waiting...waiting...
So, the Timbalan sumthing called and asked the interview to be done at 9.30.

WTF??

TodaY
Watch Korean drama and movies all day in my office.
As a revenge!
Wait, let me rephrase that, not all day, just in the morning.
I had a few students came for the extra lesson that I promised them, and also for their carried marks.

I'm having fun with work.
Something that I never expected to happen.

Also...
I guess I should give my heart another chance to be nurtured.

Oh, and that incidence with Mr Chokie-Chokie.
Stood behind me when I was about to go to my office and scared the hell out of me. Wacchaa!!! Nasib baik tak pengsan (he's not that cute.haha)

Whatever la.

Dear HEART,
Can you please stop falling for somebody who's so freakin' unreachable???