Jumping from one boat to another

My current going-ons in life is much like jumping from one sailing boat to another.

One major boat has decided to let me go swimming on my own in the vast ocean of making a living, and that has left me climbing to any boats that cross my path.

Sometimes, the boat that I climbed onto is unstable, so I have to wait for another suitable boat.

I left one of those "unsuitable" boats yesterday. Told the boss captain I could not possibly work sail with him any more, since his boat rocked so hard it gave me unnecessary stress.

But, of course before I jumped out of the old boat, I make sure I have a new boat to sail in.

This new boat is much closer to that big giant original boat I was in, but I feel quite nervous.

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Ah, talking about making  a living in the most metaphorical way is tiring! Bye!

New Life, New Perks, New Problem

dear myself,

what do you expect, zura? new life means no challenges? no problems? of course there are. problems are opportunities, sweetheart. they open up new excitement. they make you more aware of how you live your life so you'll be better each day. problems are gold mine! you just have to face everything head on, not run away like you used to do. never run away from problem. they'll catch you up someday and boy, that day won't be your best day.trust me.

so now you're being chased by your past nightmares. what are we going to do? keep running? one day you'll be xhausted running.STOP.RUNNING.NOW. start taking a close look at your life. you decide your OWN life, not the other way. nobody can change your future lest you take it in your hand and mould it with your own desire and need.

its is OK if someone receive something better than you.it is also OK when that happens even though you know you deserve better.wait, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE because only GOD knows whats the best for you. so stop thinking of the "what ifs" and "what's not fair" and all.nothing in this world is given to those who don't deserve it...because the final judgment is not in this world.

therefore, from now on, start thinking what HE gave YOU and not what HE gave other people.and think of what YOU CAN GIVE TO OTHERS.because when you receive rezeki from Allah, it is meant to not only you.you are bestowed with knowledge so do your best in spreading it.

if you don't do your best, nothing will work.REMEMBER that.

love,

myself.

what? you guys never do this to yourself?hypocrites la you all.heh.

Happy Times

Last Saturday I had a BBQ party with my students from CS (Comp. Sci.). I had a good time being with the students, reminiscing my own past times as a student back in college. I miss my life in college, really.

I told my students to come to my office to have the BBQ instead of a park in their resident college. I didn't expect the little corner that we have in front of the office would be such a perfect place! It was cloudy but not stuffy, and I have to say, this is the first time for me to have such a good time with students (apart form the Drama Nite) since I became a lecturer.

The KEMBARA boys (Salam, Arief, Nasir, Syafiq and Syed) started the fire for BBQ loooong after we arrived. hahaha...sorry guys, but it's a fact! But we had my mother's Bihun Goreng first while waiting for the Chicken Wing. It was fabulous!

To all my students in CSD2KC:

MekLa
Azie
Pah
Salam
Najmi
Ada Kecik
Ada Tinggi
Echah
Arief
Syafiq
Farhana
Syed
Nasir
Yura
Izza
Achik
Nazrul
Che

I love you all...Good Luck!!!

Ain't over till the fat lady sings

Crrrrazzzyyyyy week!!!

SundaY
Preparing like crazy for the interview.
I attend this interview to get a raise of about RM700 from what I previously earn.
Go do practice with the person who are going to observe me doing mock teaching interview the next day.
Crazy or what?

MondaY
Wake up really early.
My name was third in the list,but when I arrived, not a single soul was there.
So much for starting at 8!!!
Waiting...waiting...waiting...
So, the Timbalan sumthing called and asked the interview to be done at 9.30.

WTF??

TodaY
Watch Korean drama and movies all day in my office.
As a revenge!
Wait, let me rephrase that, not all day, just in the morning.
I had a few students came for the extra lesson that I promised them, and also for their carried marks.

I'm having fun with work.
Something that I never expected to happen.

Also...
I guess I should give my heart another chance to be nurtured.

Oh, and that incidence with Mr Chokie-Chokie.
Stood behind me when I was about to go to my office and scared the hell out of me. Wacchaa!!! Nasib baik tak pengsan (he's not that cute.haha)

Whatever la.

Dear HEART,
Can you please stop falling for somebody who's so freakin' unreachable???

Growing Up

"Growing up is not all about making the right decision, it is also about living with the decision that you've made"

Strangely, I got this saying from the "Ugly Betty" series. Ha.

I think I've grown up enough to make decisions.

I guess I'm not that grown up yet.

Letting go of the offer that came my way makes me uncomfortable and jumpy.

Then I heard Betty's father saying the above words.

I guess I have to live with my decision.

Come what may, I'll stick with it. Live with it. And Bare with it.

COME WHAT MAY...

The Working Thing

Now i'm sitting in one of the computer labs in my workplace.

Sometimes I wonder whether I am really meant for this job.

Currently, only me and Cheryl are working.

One of us is doing her MA.

I guess money didnt matter to her because she's filthy rich.

ME?

I dunno.

I received the KPM letter last week.

Mom has been bugging me, asking me to go for the interview.

I decided to stay put and think.

Should I do my master this July?

Or should I wait for a year?

My instinct never betrays me.

And this time it says "Take a year to get used to your work. Then apply for fellowship."

Thats what it says.

I don't know whether it's the instinct or the urge to oppose everyone's opinion.

You see...I don't really care about what people say. Especially when I don't ask for your oppinion goddammit!

Recently, my ears were stuck with some lame opinions from the people who aren't worth it.

I really hope that this person will learn someday that you don't have to ALWAYS tell people your two cents worth of opinion.

thats all for today.some other lecturer ius going to use this room.ciao

A New Year, A New Beginning

yeah yeah I know it's lame! but things have changed a lot since I have last updated.

First, I am no longer a jobless fresh graduate.

Second, I have my own office!

Hahaha...even tho kena kongsi 3 orang, but hey...still an office nevertheless!

Third, I have moved to the place where I have to work.
and lastly...

Um..I wanna thank a lot of people who have been very patient dealing with me and my sick mood. But I just want you guys to know that after I did what I've done, usually I'd go home and ponder about it for days.

So yeah I do still have regrets and I usually don't forget about it so soon.
Sorry if I ever make anybody feel mad or angry of freaking pissed but I think I always (I think, OK??) apologize.

Except for when I don't want to because I know I am not guilty.

Anyways I hope you guys have a wonderful year ahead.

This thing that I have, it's not much. But hey...it's MINE.
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so thats it for update.enjoy life, guys!

Find me a job, pronto!

Last Saturday, while I was browsing through my stuffs, I found my reflection book which I used to record my feelings, reflection and future action (according to Dr. Goh) when I taught at SMK Hibiscus Park. Since there were more than half unused pages after I finished writing the reflection, I decided to fill it in with my students’ work such as poems, and asked the students to fill in their names and emails so I can contact them. Along with their particulars, they wrote some really funny wishes, some are touchy, and some are downright weird! Here are their wishes…

“Teacher, I luv u – that’s all. Hugs and kisses! Xoxo” – Hazira

“Do not forget me forever. I luv u. HOLLAND” – Nadia [I wonder what HOLLAND stands for. Anyone?]

“Good luck! Go go chaiyok chaiyok. What ur achieve, u will success” – Puteri

“Semoga cikgu panjang umur dan murah rezeki” – Norafiqah “Semoga teacher happy, jangan marah2 nanti muka berkedut” – Farah Iliani [Muka berkedut? Sampai hati!]

“Semoga teacher bahagia di samping keluarga tercinta. Smile always” – Musfiqah

“I hope you can happy beside your family and good luck to you too” – Nor Nadirah

“Be happy always!” – Syafiqah Farhana

“Ceria selalu…jangan lupakan saya…” – Mohd Faizal

“Berbahagia selalu…” – Shah Razzi [Pesal boys jiwang2 neh?]

“U gonna miss me when I’m gone” – Faizul [This one is totally out of this world! He once wrote his dream is to be American Next Top Model. Go figure!]

“Semoga cepat-cepat kahwin dan dapat anak yang cute” – Atika

“Hope you get a rich boyfriend” – Faridah Hanis [I hope too, dear…]

“Happy selalu” – Hayati

“Selamat Berpuasa, don’t forget me…” – Ainul

“Don’t forget me” – Aisyah [Yepp…you guessed it. Ainul’s best friend]

“I hope teacher will get a cute, handsome boyfriend” – Adib [My fave student. Langsung tak boleh duduk diam but very useful during observation. Hehe]

“Semoga teacher cepat dapat jodoh dan berjaya dalam hidup!– Nor Shahira

“Moga teacher always smile dan berjaya dalam hidup” – Wan Nur Nadzeera

“Smile always. Keep in touch. I love to have a teacher like you! Miss Baizura.” – Amar Hakim

“I hope you find who u love and happy with u family. I happy teacher teach me. I love you!!!” – Nur Atikah

“Semoga teacher dapat tawaran dengan cepat dan saya harap teacher juga keep diet and have a boyfriend. Kirim salam kat mak bapak teacher” – Hilmi

“Semoga umur panjang dan cepat kahwin” – Shahidah

“Semoga teacher dapat boyfriend handsome yerk” – Alif Fahmi

“When you’re gone, I’m lonely. I can’t forget you” – Fatin Atiqa

“I love you teacher. I will be miss you hehehe” – Fatin Alia

“I love you and never be replaced” – Fairuz Amanina

“I love you very very much teacher, you always in my heart. I can’t forget u forever! Happy2 always ok? Muargh…sayang teacher!” – Tasya

“My happiness will follow wherever you go” –Jeyashree

“Love is a sweet short life. Life is short so make it sweet” – Godeswary

“Do whatever that bring benefits to yourself without cheating others” – Amily

“Love is sweet short life” – Gunavathy

“Love is such a big mistake” – Thilashini

“Always be happy and enjoy your life” – Rubini

“No guy, no life, no cry, no 08, no life. Smile always” – Shanthya

“I love you teacher, you are so cute”– Anonymous

“Teacher jangan lupa datang sini lagi. Luv u teacher..mmuahx” – Fatin

“Teacher jangan lupa kat kitorang tau! Kitorang selalu ingat kat teacher. I love you so much!” – Yasmin

“Teacher jangan lupa saya. Saya selalu ingat kat teacher sebab teacher cute lah” – Aizat

“Teacher don’t forget me. Luv u alwayz. Janganlah lupa contact kita, nangis kang” – Azlyn

“Semoga panjang umur” – Irfan

“Smile always. To my beloved teacher, Miss Baizura” – Asma [Another favorite student. Always gaduh2 dengan Adib. Not that I advocate favoritism, but this one always stands out among others despite her problematic family]

“Selamat dunia akhirat. Sihat selalu” – Ewan

“Hope you will be happy ever after. Teacher don’t forget to send message to my email” – Aizureen

“Always smile. Semoga dapat boyfriend, main gitar dan bahagia selalu” – Amirul

“Semoga berjaya menjadi seorang guru yang cemerlang” - Farhan

“I hope we will meet again. Don’t forget to sms me” – Haziq

“Moga dapat boyfriend. Jangan lupa contact saya” – Hanif

“Moga dapat suami hensem dan kaya” – Ilham

“Semoga dapat kerja cikgu (???)” – Krishnakumar

“Jadi kurus ramping cam Saloma dan sihat selalu” – Azlishah [Memang nak kena ni…]

“Semoga dapat kerja yang bagus” – Mohd Amirul

“Semoga menjadi guru yang baik” – Afiq Haiqal

There. I wish them all the success and happiness in the world.

Back at home, I couldn’t find anything to do so I ended up making cards. Birthday cards, engagement cards (to congratulate people who are getting engaged) and wedding congratulation card. One “good luck” card to Miss Mazura too. I made birthday cards for friends who are having their birthday months to come.

Oh, and I also made a book which I named “The Book of Important Event In My Life” which I keep birthdays, wedding cards, deaths, and other stuff which I regard as important to me.

On Friday, EG and her fiancé came all the way from KB and handed me their wedding invitation. Cute one, rolled instead of flip. I know EG will come out with something like this.

Life at home is so freaking boring, to a point where I rearranged everything in my room. All furniture (except my bed cuz it’s damn heavy and it would take all my energy to move the damn single thing), every single book, clothes rack, and every single ornament that I have in my room are relocated. I bought a wooden computer table too, since I decided to stay at home and work in Terengganu (so unthinkable isn’t it?). I thought at least I need a proper place to do my work.

To avoid from being a zombie at home, I read some novels which I borrowed from the State Library. The collection is quite good there, they have almost what I need, but some books are totally out of use. Nevertheless, these books are found in the English Fiction section:

As usual, Mitch Albom has succeeded in making every single person who read his book to at least shed a tear. “For One More Day” tells a story about a baseball player who was given another day to be with his dead mother. Only, the mother didn’t seem to be dead, she even cooks for him. Can you believe that? This one is as good as “The 5 People You Meet in Heaven”, only that this story is based on a real-life event (I’m not kidding! Albom confirmed almost all the information given from the story teller).

I haven’t finished reading Archer’s because it’s thick and it might take some time for me to read it. However, I am already halfway and I have to praise Archer for his mastery in writing a full biography of a character in a single book. In “The Fourth Estate”, Archer has managed to write about two characters, starting from the birth, right up to when they were both in their 60s. I remember reading another book he wrote which has the same theme, “Kane and Abel”, and continuing the legacy in “Shall We Tell the President?” which is my favorite of all Archer’s masterpiece. The first book that I read from him was “As the Crow Flies”. Mind you, despite the quite-boring title, the story is far more interesting. I wasn’t able to put down the book because page after page, I want to know more and more of those evolving characters.

On Monday I went to Ckin’s house for a Rumah Terbuka. Its 27th Syawal/October, and people will still call it Rumah Terbuka. I met my schoolmate, Zanah, whom I haven’t seen for 2 years. Diane brought her boyfriend along (which we boarded in his car). Hm…people are getting engaged and married here and there. It makes me feel such a loner. BTW, quite nice buffet…with kampung-style Ikan Singgang Terengganu, Gulai Nenas Ikan Masin, Laksa and several other lauks. This Sunday I’m going to KL for some serious men food hunting with Yda and Amie. Its been a while and I hope it’ll be a good day for all of us.

That's all...have fun y'all!

The Cuti That Teach Me Something

Hari ini genap sebulan saya bercuti. Saya sebenarnya sudah mati akal memikirkan apa mau buat sepanjang cuti. Last week saya kerja. This week saya tiada kerja lagi. Dapat gaji plak tu this week. (No no no, bukan saya diberhentikan, tetapi part time job saya hanya setakat seminggu).

Ingin mencari kerja lain, tetapi saya tidak berminat. Ingin menjadi tourist guide, tetapi sudah dua kali saya pergi ke pejabatnya, pintu pula dikunci. Oh tidak. Adakah ini konspirasi terhadap saya???

Hahaha…

I guess a jobless life is boring after all. I lost some of my vocabularies, thanks to days of immersing myself with no-speaking English people of my kampong. I gasp for words to speak. Agaknya when I’m going for interview, I need to speak to the mirror. I think I kinda lost my accent too…

Not that it’s really bad or something. I still didn’t receive my final result, so that practically disqualify me from applying for any job at all. I mean, sure I can try but then some websites keeps rejecting my application because I don’t have the final result.

Last few nights, I did some calculation on my GPA and GPS. Turned out to be that it didn’t matter whether I get an A- or a B+, the difference is only 0.02 points. Hopefully, I’ll maintain my GPA.

By the way, Raya this year makes me totally gloomy. There’s only me and my mother in the house. It’s quite pathetic actually. Nowadays before I go to sleep, I would look at my mother’s face and wonder whether I should leave the house someday. She took care of me and it’s an unthinkable for me to leave her alone.

Come to think of it, a lot of my friends are blessed with both parents still alive, and they would have no problem at all to get married and live elsewhere. A friend of mine is getting engaged this December. Quite frequently, it makes me wonder whether my life would be easier if I am well-off, and my parents are rich.

But then, if I were to be like that, I might have lost the chance of experiencing true life. A life full of ups and downs, a different kind of life where I always have to strive hard to get what I want.

Truthfully, normal life is boring. I would never allow myself to live normally. Some people say that I always look for troubles. Thing is, trouble is fun! They make me more skilled at things. They make me look ahead, and be more thankful each day that God has sent me all these troubles to make me smarter and stronger that people around me.

I think that’s the reason why I don’t want to register as a government servant. I want to be able to travel, to do things at my own pace, and to work in a less-controlled environment. I hate regiments and rules.

So that’s it. I think the coming New Year will be a tough one for me…the year where I will be facing the real world, instead of learning about it. I love teaching, but I don’t feel like teaching in school because of the many facets of administration I have to face.

And hopefully, I'll get my dream job. Insya-Allah...

Learning New Lingo At School

assalamualaikum (Sejak2 jadi cikgu nih dh slalu bagi salam)

hihihihihi

okei. today i want to talk about some new lingos i learnt at school.

1. bahan

meaning: pedajal/kutuk

contoh: "CIkgu, saya taknak aa shuffle kat padang perhimpunan. nanti tak habis2 kena bahan.

2.bagai

meaning: macam-macam hal/ntahapehapentah

contoh:

"Cikgu, saya nak pegi toilet boleh?"

"Tak boleh."

"Cikgu tolong la!"

"Nanti kalau awak tak balik macam mane? kalau awak jatuh tangga lepas klua
toilet sape nak jawab???"

"Cikgu ni bagai la".

3.touchy

meaning: sensitive

contoh:

budak: Cikgu comel la hari ni.
cikgu: oh ye ke?

budak: tapi kalau cikgu slim skit lagi comel.

cikgu: (buat muka harimau)

budak: ala...ilek arr cikgu. cikgu nih touchy la.

dan macam2 lagi perkataan yang aku baru dengar, or perkataan yang aku tau tapi penggunaannya tak sama...alahai...

patutla korang tak lulus bm. isk.

Budak-Budak Zaman Sekarang Part II

One day, I asked the students to copy something from the blackboard. Disebabkan saiz saya yang agak besar, saya menghalang pandangan pelajar. Maka...

Student: Please Ticer!
Teacher: Yes dear?
Student: Please teacher can you pass away?

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aku tak tau nak kate ape.terus bantai gelak kat situ.
isk.

Budak-budak Zaman Sekarang

now, before i present you my penemuan at the school that i am teaching rite now, i bear no responsibility for any injuries it might cause you when you accidentally fell off the chair either laughing, gasping, or just dumbfoundedly stare to the monitor.

teacher: class...what day is today?
students: monday (it was actually monday)...tuesday, wednesday, thursday...friday...!!!

student: ticer!
teacher: yes? (taking off blue tacks from the blackboards)
student: can i ask you something?
teacher: sure
student: ticer tak lenguh ke kunyah chewing gum?
teacher: why?
student: yela...hari hari tampal kertas kat papan hitam pakai chewing gum?
teacher: ini blue tack la!

warghhhh!!!

student: teacher! (it was always with that restless enthusiasm)
teacher: yes dear?
student: do you have a boyfriend?
teacher: ???
student: here's my phone number.lets go "deting" this weekend

student: ticer, toilet!
(yes, thats how they tell me when their bladder is full or when they need hair-fixing.)

student: ticer, toilet!
teacher: (smart-assly) i'm not a toilet, you know...
student: saye tahu.tapi saye nak pegi toilet.
teacher: class...how do you say "saye nak pegi toilet" in english?
class: ticer...toilet!

*kurang asam!!!*

student: ticer, bile ticer abis mengajar kat sini?
teacher: september.why?
student:well...kalau macam tu kite clash september la.
teacher:wtf???? (dalam ati je la) *smiles unwillingly*

class is too quiet.teacher Zura de Great tries to make the class cheerful.
teacher: come on you guys...cheer up a little bit!
student:...
teacher: you scare me!

student: teacher, why are you so quiet today?
teacher:why?
student: nothing...you scare me!

adoi...

Akhirnya

akhirnya...ketemu jua aku dengan cc di taman bunga raya ini!!! walaupun kat sebelah akuy nih ade budak sekola..siap tegur lagi..

Budak: Hai ticer!
Ticer: (Buat muka garang)
Budak: Ticer kat sini rupanya.
Ticer: Kamu buat ape kat sini? main game yer?
Budak: Yela ticer...jom lawan main game nak?
Ticer: (wtf?????)

adoila...ape nak jadi ngan budak2 zaman skarang nih.

hari ni takleh la nak mem'blog'kan diri lelame.

but kire okla cuz jumpa jugak cc akhirnya...isk

hahahahaha....

(sebenanye sy dh tak brape betul sejak masuk skolah nih.mcm2 kena buat.tadi kena tulis speech untuk cikgu *tooot*. suka ati je pass keja kat org.)

warghhh!!!

The Last Message Before I Go Back To Planet Nothingness

Huwaaaa….nak balik Bukit Beruntung dh malam nih. No more internet, no more beautiful beach, no more nice home-cooked dishes. I’ll be missing my mum terribly these two months! Cuti lagi bulan August. Pergh…lambat giler tu! Aku rase mesti jd cam zombie duk kat Taman Bunga Raya. Isk.

Smalam Kakna msg ckp Sara masuk spital. Sakit ape aku tak pasti. But I do hope that everything is OK for kakna. Poor her…dhla tgh2 practicum nih mcm2 plak.

Lusa skolah. Huwaaa….taknak pegi skolah!!! And now is that kind of time where I start to think why the heck did I took TESL when I should have taken ESL??

Tadi pegi majlis bertunang anak kawan mak aku. Bosan lagi. I hate weddings. Weddings make single-carefree-ambitious-woman like me to feel so low. Majlis bertunang plak makes me want to puke. Whats with all the kids running around, the kuehs, the air pandan…ergh…end of this year is my niece’s wedding. For sure aku kena balik. Last time the majlis bertunang was held at my house.

Once a makcik called and I picked up. She asked me “tunang orang mana”. I said “tak tahu lah saye”. Then she scolded me, “Tunang sendiri pun tak tau?”. Makcik ni memang nak kena dengan aku. Curtly I said “bukan saya nak bertunang, anak sedara”. I want to add “thank u for making me feel less miserable.” But I tak ckpla kang derhaka plak.

Adoi…apela nak buat kat skola nnt.

Hm…isk…sedey! Tanak jadi cikgu!

Aku dan hidupku yg borink.

Hola hola..lama sudah nggak ku singgah di blog ku ini..chess. Cakap indon plak, ni smua sebab tengok citer indon @ sinetron kat tv3 ngan tv5 la skang nih. Soleha dengan Anakku Bukan Anakku. Same format, rich guy, poor girl, boy meets girl, boy gets girl..bla bla bla. Tp citer Soleha tu macam best jugakla...

Sementara aku duk rajin nak menulis nih, lets take a look at what i’ve done since i last update this blog.

On 20th May, bermula la perjalanan aku sebagai cikgu. Aku praktikum kat Skolah Menengah Taman Bunga Raya, Bukit Beruntung. Punyala tinggi skolah tu lima tingkat. Aku tak paham la pasai apa depa buat skolah tinggi2. Anyways, first day jumpa pengetua dh awal2 bagitau kena cat mural. Apala nasibku. Isk. Budak2 plak bleh tahan jugak, ade ke ditanya aku suke makan ape? Kenape? Nak blanje ke? Pape je la. Kat skolah tu g buat praktikal sama aku Kakna, Farra, Izzy, Kakju and this guy from business, apetah nama dia aku dh lupa. Tu la, kakna duk kenen aku ngan budak tu sampai aku dh lupa nama dia.

Nampaknya kat skolah ni takleh la aku menjamu mata. Sumer bebudak. Kalo dating nnt kena sebat plak sebab tak cukup umur. Isk bosan giler la...cc pun takde. Arap balik Trg je la bleh online. Adoi. Dhla dekat rumah aku duduk tu dengar2 citer ade pontianak. Ade ke patut? Siap dengan antu ju-on lagi. Ape la nasib aku.

Kat TRG skang ade SUKMA tengah berlangsung. Pnyala meriah kampung aku skang nih. Yela, stadium dekat, jalan kaki pun sampai (tapi kalo aku jalan kaki mengahla bek suh mak aku anta je kan? Kan?). mak aku pegi le semalam, konon2 nak tengok sukan. Balik umah membebel kena panjat tangga yg tinggi. Yela dh nama stadium mak oi...smalam bawak anak2 kak ngah aku pegi tengok sukan. Kesian budak2 tu. Kalo takde opah agaknye tak kenal la stadium Sultan Mizan (betul ke?).

Lusa dh nak balik bukit talak untung. Aku bengang betul mikirin takdak duniaku di bukit beruntung yang internet-less. Mane tah IT lab kat skolah tu. Tak nampak. Seriously, kalo nk duduk tempat camtu, kena ada kete. Kalo tak jadi katak bawah tempurung.

Kesian mak aku. Pasnih tinggal sorang2 la kat umah tu. Kadang2 risau gak tapi disebabkan aku pegi dengan niat yg baik (chewah) iaitu menghabiskan ijazahku dan mendapat kejayaan cemerlang, aku rase takpe kut. Smalam je dh dua kali mak aku langgar sliding door. Yela dh malap die plak mata tak brapa cerah. Sebenanye aku pun kadang2 ade gak terlanggar sliding door tu. Sebab malam2 memang tak perasan pintu tu bukak ke tak.hihihi...

Hm..translation job ade lagi due belas page. Aku dh bagi kat E siang2 lagi 15 pages. Then hari ni tambah plak 5 pages. Kesian plak kat die byk keje kat UKM. Tapi die ckp ok so ok la tu kot. Aku baca yg die buat translate...mak aih...macam ayat buku siot. Isk. Cemane la english die bleh bagus sampai camtu. Malu plak aku sebab aku bagi die keje tu, then aku punya sendirik cam ayat skolah mnengah. I showed him yg aku buat, die ckp ok la sebab itu module, bukan esaimen.
Adui..E...E..patutla ko dpt 4 flat manjang!

Takat ni aje hari nih. Sok nak anta keje translate nih then nak cr barang2 pegi praktikum. Keropok lekor, ikan bilis, keropok sira, dan berbagai2 makanan yg aku rs takkan jumpa kat tempat jin bertendang tuh.

k la...thats all for today. jumpa lagi lepas aku abis praktikum. isk!

wish me luck~~~~!