Monday, November 24, 2008

The Questions Of Heart



the questions of heart
has always comes to this...

if i tell him i love him
would he tell me the same thing?
if i get down to my feelings
exploring it deep within
would it be worth it?

if i have the guts to tell him that...

i care more than i could
i know more than i would
i feel more than i should

i mean...

is this wrong?
the fear of rejection
is the biggest fear of all

other than the fear
of being MYSELF.

because i don't know myself anymore...
it's as if i don't exist anymore...

who is this girl?
why is she so confused?
she has never felt like this before...

never in her life,
she ever want someone so much.

never in her life,
she ever care about other's opinion so much.

tell me,
should she care?
to care about someone so much,
when her own heart,
when her own life
is on the stake.

should she care?
should I care?

3 comments:

wanderfulmadnificent said...

sounds familiar or did u really make it urself? no offence though, its nice! =)

Azureus said...

well, wanderful, i think it sounds awfully familiar with what you've read before because we girls tend to feel the same sometimes.its just what i am feeling at the moment, and i believe i am just expressing it in a very familiar way.lets just say that i'd took the liberty of spelling out for all you girls who feel the same.

Azureus said...

by the way, the picture above has a poem to it, and i didn't write that one.i just like the picture.