these last few days has seen me battling with my ever-sensitive moods and my growing needs of attention from the people around me.i admit it that sometimes i am overwhelmingly needy - in a sense that i cannot quite understand clearly why some people act and react differently as time goes by.seeing people around me smiling so purely because of the new changes in their lives sometimes makes me wonder whether i will ever reach that nirvana-sort-of-level in life.
quoting from the movie "never been kissed", in the scene where Josie and and her best friend talked about "that first kiss with someone who makes you want to laugh and cry at the same time...", i always wonder whether i will find that special someone.that certain someone who would always put his trust in me come what may, the one that would not flinch an inch whenever i get my panic attack everytime when things don't go my way, the one that would slap some sense back into my complicated brain, and finally, the one that stand at more than 5'8" (nothing wrong wit dreamin' eh?)
my close friend once asked me what would my dream guy be.till today i never managed to give her a full sentence answer. i can never say something like "my dream guy would be someone who's fair, and tall and can speak english well", or "someone like josh hartnett" or at the very least, "tall,dark and handsome".i don't know yet what i'm looking for in a guy.probably because i never really sit down and think about it.or maybe because i don't care.who knows?
but there was this time when i was standing beside this guy whom i fancy, and it seems like everyone at the place vanished into thin air...the only person left was me and him and only him.sounds corny, huh?
i don't quite understand why some people fall in love so easily, and then cry themselves a river when they broke up.is that's what love is all about?i should not be asking this question, but i can't help but wonder whether i would eventually ended up at the same point...that point where people fell be in love because everyone else is doing the same, because it is the "in" thing.
i don't know where my life would lead me, but wherever God will put me in the future, i wish at the end of this long winding road, he wil lead me to that special someone.
1 comment:
For me, "love" ni mane pernah outdated. Its something that will always "in". Human need love. Love from parents, friends, their special one... This is the reason that makes love 'evergreen'. Its true when u said tat some ppl will cry a river when they broke up. But so what? =) Human meant to be this way. If we laugh when we are happy, and off course we cry when we feel sad. Wat is more important for me is they know how to carry on their life after crying. Dont have to be scared to fall in Love. Tell u one fact, kite smua pernah jd No 1 kat dunia nie. Sebelum persenyawaan berlaku, kite bertanding dengan berjuta-juta sperm yang lain just to come to see this world. And we won. Nape mase tu kite berani sangat? Skrang we dun even dare to love?? =P
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