Thursday, March 19, 2009

what doesn't kill you...

Aha…three posts in a day. Seems like I have a lot to say. Actually, I do. I have a million things to say to this one person. And what I want to say can be found in these songs:

1. Whitney Houston - I will always love you
2. Leona Lewis – Better in time
3. Katy Perry – Thinking of you
4. Mariah Carey – Always be my baby
5. Ramlah Ram – Ketentuan

That’s it. I am currently speechless. I mean, when I decided to be honest with my own feelings, I didn’t expect the outcome to be this bad. Not THIS bad. I didn’t expect to be feeling so devastated and the feeling of nothingness keeps creeping back at me.

I guess the sadness will go away with time. But I don’t think I could ever forget him. Not ever.

But if forgetting him means that I would learn to find myself again amidst the confusion, maybe I should try it.

Forget him.

Maybe.

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