Cry Baby

I can't help it. I juz re-watched Ever After (the one that starred Drew Barrymore and a cute guy whose name I'm not sure of), and I cried. I watched Waris Jari Hantu, I cried (esp when Arina returns from Singapore and tell Tina..."Tina..its Arina, not Ari...[duh!]) I even cried watching a korean video entitled K.I.S.S. - the one with the guy who went blind after donating his eyes to a girl who he loved (I'm sure u guys cried too after watching this video, or is it just me???).Anyways, no matter what movies or videos (or even ads, mind you.Which ad? Go figure!) I always felt like an urge to cry, just because I want to, not because I'm manja or something (I'm the youngest - not that it'll help).

Its hard to not to feel overjoyed when I see someone or a couple finally gets together after going through punishments and ups and downs of their forbidden love.I mean, yeah I wish I was there sometimes, but I have my own life which was quite something, too.
But sometimes, I wish I am Gwen Ste-Oh-So-Cool-Fani and drive around in Cadillac convertible (or whateva car she drives in her "Hollaback" video). And have all those bling-a-bling around my neck and not to worry about loan! (Arg...)

ERgh...dreams are just dreams.But I'll make it someday.I'll not stop chasing after my dreams, even though its too far away I can't even see where I'm going.

Now why don't you guys stop reading this and pray that I'll be whatever I wanna be someday?
Hehe.

Till nex time, daaaa...