Cry Baby

I can't help it. I juz re-watched Ever After (the one that starred Drew Barrymore and a cute guy whose name I'm not sure of), and I cried. I watched Waris Jari Hantu, I cried (esp when Arina returns from Singapore and tell Tina..."Tina..its Arina, not Ari...[duh!]) I even cried watching a korean video entitled K.I.S.S. - the one with the guy who went blind after donating his eyes to a girl who he loved (I'm sure u guys cried too after watching this video, or is it just me???).Anyways, no matter what movies or videos (or even ads, mind you.Which ad? Go figure!) I always felt like an urge to cry, just because I want to, not because I'm manja or something (I'm the youngest - not that it'll help).

Its hard to not to feel overjoyed when I see someone or a couple finally gets together after going through punishments and ups and downs of their forbidden love.I mean, yeah I wish I was there sometimes, but I have my own life which was quite something, too.
But sometimes, I wish I am Gwen Ste-Oh-So-Cool-Fani and drive around in Cadillac convertible (or whateva car she drives in her "Hollaback" video). And have all those bling-a-bling around my neck and not to worry about loan! (Arg...)

ERgh...dreams are just dreams.But I'll make it someday.I'll not stop chasing after my dreams, even though its too far away I can't even see where I'm going.

Now why don't you guys stop reading this and pray that I'll be whatever I wanna be someday?
Hehe.

Till nex time, daaaa...

Me and myself

Every now and then, I would read Malay novels. Y'know, with that mushy-mushy kind of story where boy meets girl, boy likes girl, fall in love, get married, get babies...yada yada yada. And then it became such a trend in these Malay novels to include all kinds of hardships that they have to go through in order to end the story with a "and they live happily ever after" kind of thing.damn irritating (and why the heck did you continue reading, Ms Azureus??)

Because...

Because we human tend to live in imagination.And imagination is free.No duties, no per-hour-fees, no bills.Just us and the broader world than what we're living in right now.In my imagination, I can choose my hero, vigilants, and sometimes, the passers-by.Its fun because it's not real.In real world in everything that you do, you have to think of the consequences, the goods, the bads out of it.But in imagination, your mind is free to soar..either up in the sky or deep into the sea..

And the best part of it is that nobody will know about it.Unless you have a friend who have a mind-reader or sumthing, nobody will ever know what you're imagining.Everytime I read those novels, I've always wish that I am in the charcter's shoes..Of being loves, and to love...to give my heart unconditionally to someone.It all sounds too good to be true to me.

Thats it.My brain can't produce anymore words tonight.I have 3 assignments to pass up next week.One of them a script (DAMN!) for my final theatre assesment. Hopefully I won't get burnt until I finish them all.In two weeks time is Merdeka holiday (yay...cant wait!!!).

"Sometimes I wish I can grab all my happiness moments and put them in a jar so that I can recall those memories only by shaking the jar"

The Adventure of TomYam Ketam Lover

I just came back from hanging out with my seniors, who kindly belanja me tomyam(Thanx Kak Azi..love u..muah muah).She msg me this afternoon, telling me not to go anywhere tonight.And so I faithfully waited for her,while watching My Girl (yes I still couldn't get over it!!Love ya Gong Chan..BBasyaaah!!!

We went to the most fabulous TomYam Restaurant, it's Meor Tomyam Restaurant which is situated at Kalumpang.A bowl of special Tomyam (almost affordably priced at RM12-18 per bowl), is adequate for 3 person, but juz now there were four of us and trust me, you'll ask for the second bowl after 10 minutes (thats what we did...:P~)And the whole thing costed her and her boyfriend a whopping RM66 (didn't matter to me, she's paying anyways...hehe)

The special bowl of tomyam, comprising of succulent chicken, squids, prawns and my favorite, crab...yes...CRAB!!!!It was so delicious that I decided to go back to basic and eat the whole crab with mah own five fingers.A group of pakciks was sitting in front of me and I realized that some of them were staring...but what the heck la pakcik???Which stupid fools would eat crab with fork and spoon, anyways?Before you can utter the word uncontrollably, the whole thing will fly all over the table.

Anways, something stupid happened while I was savouring the sweet crab flesh.I was having trouble biting the crab leg (which is the sweetest part) when...

ME: Ouch...OMG something stuck between my teeth!(uncontrollably tried to move the bone using my tongue)

N: Here let me see...I can't see nothing!

ME:Of course you can't, its between my teeth.It hurts la..(OMG the pakciks are looking at me)

H:Just bite one more time and it'll go away...

N&A: (Laughs hysterically)

ME:Jahat la u guys gelakkan I!! (Wait ah lil crab...I'll get to ya as soon as I'm done with this bone...)

Magically, the piece of bone disappeared just like that.By the time I finished eating, the group of pakciks still gave me that occasional stares(Like the heck I care).

And there's the story of this akak who wears a shirt a little too snug for her body which has a bra-like cloth in front of it. I had to shut my mouth with my two hands so that I won't say something bad(Jahat kan?:P~)Seriously, N wouldn't make that joke about Superman being dirty(with his underwear worn outside) and asked me what is the similarity of the akak baju kuning with Superman????

Nevertheless, it was a good evening, and I haven't had this kind of outing for a long time.Been stuck in TM for almost a month.Can't go poya-poya at KL cuz I overspent my loan.Gotta sleep now.An assignment is due this Monday and I hadn't started anything yet.Just went to the library to search for books.Wish Me Luck, eh?

Goodnite, tomyam Ketam.I wish you are safely digested in my stomach.