what do you expect, zura? new life means no challenges? no problems? of course there are. problems are opportunities, sweetheart. they open up new excitement. they make you more aware of how you live your life so you'll be better each day. problems are gold mine! you just have to face everything head on, not run away like you used to do. never run away from problem. they'll catch you up someday and boy, that day won't be your best day.trust me.
so now you're being chased by your past nightmares. what are we going to do? keep running? one day you'll be xhausted running.STOP.RUNNING.NOW. start taking a close look at your life. you decide your OWN life, not the other way. nobody can change your future lest you take it in your hand and mould it with your own desire and need.
its is OK if someone receive something better than you.it is also OK when that happens even though you know you deserve better.wait, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU DESERVE because only GOD knows whats the best for you. so stop thinking of the "what ifs" and "what's not fair" and all.nothing in this world is given to those who don't deserve it...because the final judgment is not in this world.
therefore, from now on, start thinking what HE gave YOU and not what HE gave other people.and think of what YOU CAN GIVE TO OTHERS.because when you receive rezeki from Allah, it is meant to not only you.you are bestowed with knowledge so do your best in spreading it.
if you don't do your best, nothing will work.REMEMBER that.
love,
myself.
what? you guys never do this to yourself?hypocrites la you all.heh.
